mahavira

Bender rules all baby

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: incubus - a crow left to the murder (the song)

well well well..what a suprise..it's my yearly update!

i keep saying to myself im gonna write more but then i can't be assed in doing so
but oh well..another attempt! i might copy some stuff from another "diary" to fill this sucker up

ciao

Current Mood: mischievous
Current Music: rem - the great beyond

i see his eyes..
they are glazed over
pain controls his mind


he's is sick of the problems
love brings to him
objects appear in his hand
and hissoul just goes blind


is it better off without me?
will it all go away ?
am i so unwanted ?
or just a waste of space ?


flying trough the window
with amazing grace
he flew into his bedroom
and saw his own face


scared of the emotions
he cried for help
don't play with my mind
your the only one i could find


is it better off without me?
will it all go away ?
am i so unwanted ?
or just a waste of space ?

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: System Of A Down - Sugar

Kill me because i love you..

Well yet another update..cant believe its 2001 in less that 6hours
2000 fucking sucked . i really hope 2001 is better..i know it will be..nothing can beat the crappyness of 2000.
the year 2001 is gonna be the year where i forfill my dreams and make shit loads of money i can feel it..so fuck you all u poor ppl

hi you motherfucking losers

im at the point where i dont give a fucking shit anymore

well it's another boring afternoon..there's fuckloads of snow outside but no ppl to trow it at =( oh joy! it's snowing yet again woooooooo
fuck im bored and so fucking lazzzzy..like ive got shitloads of stuff to do but i cant be assed to do them =/ these are the things i've still got to do :

the dishes
clean the kittylitter thingies
get groseries (food)
vacuum the friggin house
empty the garbage

fuck this side of being home alone sucks monkey ballzzzzz but oh well fuck it..
one more sig and then im gonna take a nice shower,get dressed and do some shopping..more from me later

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Green Lizzard - Turn Around

"Jesus Help Me,Im falling,Im falling down - Green Lizard"

im totally getting into Green Lizard .. they are a cool band from Holland
check them out at : http://www.greenlizard.com

These Are The Lyrics of some of my fav songs :

Turn Around :

Jimmy saw the sun chase away the night
it was a quarter past seven
his body warm like the morning light
had 2 be in school by eleven

he told himself what they had done 2 him
that's why Jimmy never felt real sad
if only someone could have lent a hand
things would have never turned out so bad

who knows why black flies just live for one day
who knows why

hey turn around
it's time 2 wake up and go back 2 tell the story
hey turn around
it's time 2 wake up and go back 2 tell the story now

always sat alone in the back of the class
because no one would take him
today he stood in front of the rest
his hands were shaking

who could have known what Jimmy thought
never had a chance to speak his words out loud
the flies were burning in his head till
Jimmy let them all out

who knows why black flies just live for one day
who knows why

hey turn around
it's time 2 wake up and go back 2 tell the story
hey turn around
it's time 2 wake up and go back 2 tell the story now

It didn't pay 2 make fun of him
too late 2 say, "I'm sorry"
no one would ever make fun of him
you and I all the time

come with me
take my hand
I will tell you when you're there

Autumn :


you called up late
said you wanted 2 talk
I was afraid
cause you spoke so softly

you took my hand
slowly started 2 cry
I can't understand
why our season went by

wy do leaves fall down from the sky
is the tree not strong enough

you turned away
slowly opened the door
said you could not stay
you couldn't take it no more

it started 2 rain
tears kept falling from the sky
it did not stop the pain
it did not stop the pain

wy do leaves fall down from the sky
is the tree not strong enough

now I fall on the ground

it did not stop the pain
it did not stop the pain

That Shall Be All..a normal post will be here in a sec.

Love Thy Brother Motherfucker - Dave Grohl

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Green Lizzard - Autumn

Well today im gonna be busy busy busy cause im helping out a friend today
but i dont mind..
for fun im gonna write down nearly every single thing i did today..not that anybodys reading so wtf do i care uh

wow a update..now fuck off

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Foofighters - Enough Space [live 95]

elllo ello

here's another crappy update..
well lastnight rawked..first i went to help at the local playground and that was fun
then i went back home at 9pm and dropped by the pub
well when i came inside 1 guy wanted to see me,blablabla and shoved 3 beers into my hands..whoooo and i sat down and kept getting drinks from him and others started giving me drinks too..i think in total i got 15 beers for free heh
free beer rules all! then after the pub closed i went to some guys place and drank more
there so i came home at 6am..
went to sleep at 7am and woke up at 12..but i fell asleep again and woke up at 2pm
and then i got my lazy ass outta bed
watched the football game and my team lost by a crappy penalty grrrr
but fuck it..gonna shower now
buh bye

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Nirvana - Aneurysm

hello hello here i am again..
well im about to go to the mall and do some shopping and stuff..im bored i guess
also get some food,then when i come back im gonna do some cleaning up yay
blegh heh but hey it needs to be done..tonight i need to go to the local playground and
help out there..but i love it..it rules all!
here is my lyric of the day : (to fill up some space)

Nirvana - Big Long Now

It's not cold enough
Please put this side up
She is moving through
Can we show our faces now?

I'm not interesting
She's not turning green
Shameful as it seems
Can we show our faces now?

Endless climb
I am blind
Why can't I leave? (Alt: Why can't I hear?)
Color blind
Speaking a phrase
Instantly grown
I am blind
Waiting in line

It's not cold enough
Please put this side up
She is moving through
Can we show our faces now?

I'm not interesting
She's not turning green
Shameful as it seems
Can we show our faces now?

Endless climb
I am blind
Why can't I leave? (Alt: Why can't I hear?)
Color blind
Speaking a phrase
Instantly grown
I am blind
Why am I sure?

Well more from me later..rawk on
buh bye

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Nirvana - Big Long Now

dont peek at my online Journal freakchic!
Well that sucked..turned out my friend fell asleep so now im sitting here making a cd
for his mom heh..well i dont mind tho..damn i've burned alot of cd-r's these past 2 weeks..well fuck it..more later

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Linkin Park - A Place For My Head

Well what can i write now uh ? im waiting for a friend to come so we can go to the local pub and have some fun..did u know 4 glasses of beer or wine is good for the health ?
But if u drink more than 4 then it becomes a risk..cooool uh? nah i didnt think so myself
but hey i got to write something to fill this space up uh..well fuck it im off
write more later

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Placebo - Drowning By Numbers